Being like Jacob

Some of you might love Jacob and some of you might hate him for some things he did or said, in a certain moment I hate him; however, after reading this… I sort of understand why he did it. He had his reasons and some of them are very good ones. But there are also some selfish ones, but I didn’t know that some of his behavior came for the werewolf characteristics.
Well… I leave this so you can read it if you want to… of course. It’s really exciting and some parts are really funny, so… enjoy!

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Next post: The werewolf clan! ^-^

New Moon call

I know I shouldn't be doing this cause I promised like a thousand times that I would end up with the Twilight saga, but I just can't help it... for the ones that have read New Moon, you were all shocked in the part when Edward calls Bella's house and Jacob answers... but haven't you wondered what exactly happened at that moment?... what were the exact words of Rosalie... so that Edward would call?.... well.. here is the answer... is really exciting!!.... you MUST! read it!.. enjoy!

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And for the ones that love... Rosalie... and believes that she is an innocent dove.... here are her thoughts after she called Edward. Was she really that selfish?... or she just didn't imagine that that would happen?

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Next chapter---- be like Jacob and meet the casting of the werewolf clan. =P

Breaking Dawn - Part 3

This third part is narrated by Bella, she starts her history at the very moment she is about to be on labor. Sorry for taking so long but I've been really busy; well that's enough the last thing you want to read is my apology, so finally here it is….:

She is walking with Rosalie upstairs to use the restroom, but then she came back to the sofa cause the coup where she was drinking from (blood of course) was about to spill, so she tried to reach it before that but then suddenly felt that she wasn’t completely moving to that side… as if something was pulling to the other side of her; after that the only thing she remembers is that they were upstairs but she only reached to see Edward and Jacob, Rosalie was no longer there (wonder why?), and she heard that the baby was entangled with the umbilical cord, so she was wondering: “why isn’t he doing something?... the baby is gonna die! What is he waiting for?” TAKE IT OUT….save him…. Then she heard the sound of something breaking apart (of course it was her) this was because Edward was taking the baby out, so he needed to use his teeth for this particular thing, cause like you all know this wasn’t made by human skin (if you didn’t… now you do).

After that Bella was weaker than ever, but then she saw the baby… it wasn’t like the one she dreamed about, the little boy, this was a girl… she felt a little disappointed at that second, but that was all it last this disappointment, cause then she saw her closely and…. She was beautiful, she had curly hair, the same chocolate brown eyes like the mother and the same porcelain skin that the father has, but this one was pink at the cheeks, this meant that she was alive, not a vampire, at least not a complete one and after all this, Bella saw something that she thought she’ll never see on her entire existence, a creature even more beautiful than Edward… of course it had to be his daughter… Renesmee.
So like all the mothers on the entire world, she wanted to hold her daughter, so she did… she was hugging her but then suddenly she felt a pain on her chest; then Edward take the baby out and Bella was starting to lose consciousness, all went black while she listened to Jacob said, “keep your heart beating as you promised”… she was thinking I will...I have to!... but she felt a huge amount of weight that was pushing her down to the darkness, she was fighting against it, but she was about to surrender… when she remembered why she was fighting for, it wasn’t just her life, it was Edward's life, cause they where only one, if she died he will also “die”, and she couldn’t imagine a world without Edward, and even so… now there was another reason to live for, she had her beautiful daughter, their daughter Renesmee; she’ll need her; she couldn’t just abandon her, so she wouldn’t… she attached to a little warmness she fell on her body, while she tried to get out of the darkness and the heaviness, but she was only a human, she couldn’t do this alone, so she couldn’t avoid this but at least she tried to push it away and not falling anymore.

But then the warmness started to felt a little bit uncomfortable, it was no longer a warm sensation but now it was like a fire, and she remembered this feeling, it was like the time James bit her, this was because of the venom, then she understood the meaning of this, Edward was trying to save her by make her a vampire as he said he will, and this was supposed to be the plan from the beginning but they were not completely sure about using it, and even so Carlisle had been talking with Edward about using morphine so the pain would be less, they tried to use it with Emmet when they transform him, but the venom burned the morphine before it acted, so they were thinking on using more, so that was maybe the reason she couldn’t move but feel everything… the fire started to run all over her body, and she finally felt as if the lower part of her was connected again with the rest of her, this on one side was better but on the other this meant that the fire will reach that part too.

She could listen to everyone and everything, she was aware of what was happening to her but only by the things they say, Edward was always standing beside her, he never left her alone. At the second day she could move, but she didn’t wanted to, because she knew that if she moved she would start to scream and this will make Edward suffer; on the other hand the fire was a little less than usual but it had become even stronger on the center (the heart), Edward was worried because she didn’t talk neither move, and he thought he had done something wrong.

Alice went to see her, and told Edward that she’ll be done soon, and that she had become a really beauty, but he corrected her: “she had always been a beauty” u.u xD, after that at the next day Bella finally stop feeling the fire on the rest of her body and this one were only in her heart. Then all the family reunited there on the same room she was, and it was then when she felt that the fire become even more suffocating, more powerful… it extinguished and the pain vanished all at once…

Pd. I’ll write the rest of this next week, or hopefully this weekend, see ya!.

Paramore - I caught myself

Here I leave a fan made video with parts of the trailer, and this song named I caught myself; at least when I hear this song it looks like if it were sang by Bella to Jacob, when says that "I know in my heart is not you"; at least that's what I think =P... if not, my bad. Well enjoy!!.

I caught myself

Down to you
you're pushing and pulling me down to you
but I don't know what I

Now when I caught myself
I had to stop myself
I'm saying something that
I should have never thought
now when I caught myself
I had to stop myself
I'm saying something that
I should have never thought of you

Of you....you're pushing and pulling me down to you
but I don't know what I want
no I don't know what I want...

You got it, you got it
some kind of magic
hypnotic, hypnotic
you are leaving me breathless
I hate this, I hate this
you are not the one I believed in
with God as my witness

Now when I caught myself
I had to stop myself
I'm saying something that
I should have never thought
now when I caught myself
I had to stop myself
I'm saying something that
I should have never thought of you


of you..You’re pushing and pulling me down to you
but I don't know what I want
no I don't know what I want...

Don't know what I want
but I know is not you
keep pushing and pulling me down
but I know in my heart is not you

Now when I caught myself
I had to stop myself
I'm saying something that
I should have never thought
now when I caught myself
I had to stop myself
I'm saying something that
I should have never thought of you

I knew
I know in my heart it's not you
I know
but now I know what I want
I want
I want
Oh no, I've should have never though!!! =P

Breaking Dawn - Part 2

Continuing with the second part of Breaking Dawn; in this part the narrator is Jacob, as you might know, he came back to Forks because he wanted to see Bella after the wedding, or I might say on the reception of the wedding. The talking almost end up in a fight, but nothing happened, after that… when he discovered that Bella had return to Forks he wanted to see her because Charlie said that Carlisle told him that she had caught a weird disease, and that they were treating her on the house and that no one could see her for a while; so Jacob thought that she was finally a vampire and that that was the reason why they did let him see her; so he went see her, expecting the worst; but instead he found Edward really bad… like a dead walking… he seem so numb, so Jacob wanted to know why; and when he entered the house, he found them on the living room standing all around Bella that was lying down on a sofa with a sheet covering half of her body.

He was shocked because he saw her really skinny so he went and talk to her but Rosalie was standing at her side, (like a bodyguard he thought!) the reason why… was that Bella had asked Rosalie for help; like she told her that she had always wanted to have her own family and that was something that Bella was rejecting by becoming a vampire, so when she found out that she was expecting a child she asked Rosalie for help, but it seemed that Rosalie was more concern about the “health” of the baby more than for the mother herself. Jacob talked to Edward and he asked “Jacob…please!!... Convince her to stop this madness; offer her something better, even if she wants to be a mother, it doesn’t have to be with me, and you can offer her that opportunity”. Edward was definitely desperate for save her. But he couldn’t do anything if she didn’t cooperate.

When Jacob went to see Sam, he thought that they were a threat for the werewolves, because they didn’t know what “the creature was”; growing inside Bella… that was obviously killing her. But Jacob didn’t want to hurt them cause that meant that they needed to kill her too… but Sam used his Alfa voice to make him obey; but then Jacob remembered that “he” was the one meant to be the Alfa… so he separate form the group of Sam and went to warn the Cullen’s… just seconds later Seth joined him and they noticed that they couldn’t hear Sam’s group; after a while Leah joined them too, but she wasn’t happy at all about having to guard the Cullen’s; she wasn’t that fond on them, but she felt better being with Jacob than with Sam… and she had to take care of her little brother (Seth).

When Jacob went to see Bella again, he noticed that the baby grew up too fast, that so that after some days it seemed like a four or six month pregnancy, but it was also becoming stronger and hurting Bella.

After a long time trying to feed her in vane, and without a change of seeing what happened with the baby cause the skin was too hard to see through it (like the one of the vampires). So they thought: “what if we can feed her with blood?”…how you might imagine the most exciting one with this idea was Rosalie… so like they had some blood on the house, just for emergencies; they gave her that… at first Bella wasn’t really excited about this idea, but like it was for the baby’s health; she drink it all and even asked for more; after a few days doing this she was a little bit stronger and the baby was bigger too.

There is a time when Bella is talking and for a moment Edward thinks that he listened to her thoughts… but it wasn’t her it was the baby… Edward could listen to her thoughts; so Bella asked him: “what is she thinking?…after a few seconds he said… she loves you… she loves you more than everything.

There had pass a long time after the Cullen’s feed themselves with blood, but none of them wanted to leave Bella alone, so they made hunting groups: Carlisle, Esme, Emmet, Alice and Jasper will go on the first group and the others on the second… Alice and Jasper were the first on came back cause the others stayed a little longer to bring more blood for Bella.

And at the same time; Bella was at the house with the other… so like all humans; she wanted to go to the bathroom, but when she stood up, she accidentally dropped the cup where the blood was… so she tried to reach it but suddenly something sounded, and Bella went down to the floor with a lot of pain. They all take her to the second floor and noticed that she was on labor, they dialed Carlisle so he could help them; cause the baby was chocking with the cord; but Rosalie said: “there is no time”… so she made a cut on Bella but there was a lot of blood…and she couldn’t control herself, but just in time Jacob take her down and take her out of the room; so in there with Bella were only Jacob and Edward; Jacob was trying to talk with Bella while Edward ripped off the placenta with his teeth and took the baby off, but then Bella said: “bring her to me…I want to see her”; when she was with the baby on her arms; that was maybe her happiest moment, but suddenly she bite her; so Edward take her out… Bella was bleeding so… dying; she became unconscious so Edward took a long shot that had his venom and injected it to Bella’s hearth and started to bite her and lip the bites so the venom could travel faster around her body so she wouldn’t die; but it was too late; she was already dead… so Jacob left the room while Edward tried to bring her back… when Jacob went down stairs till the first floor; he found Rosalie taking care of the baby, that little creature that was the reason why Bella was death, he was preparing to jump and take her down; but at the moment he saw her… he felt free of any attachment… but suddenly a new noise started… a beat a faster beat.

This is the end of the second part of the book on a few more days I’ll bring you the third and last part… be patient =P.

Breaking Dawn - Part 1

As I promised… I said that I would write about Breaking Dawn when I finish reading it; but I was so busy that when I finally ended I couldn’t write about it. So now I found a little time and I will write about it.

Everyone who has been reading the whole saga knows that Edward and Bella are going to get marry, and that Jacob ran away from Forks, in this new book at the beginning Bella appears driving a car, but not her old car, no!!... How can the future Mrs. Cullen drive a car like that =P… So her gorgeous future husband buy her a car that till that moment she didn’t know what kind of car was, cause he told her that; till she doesn’t become a vampire she will drive the “before” car, that for her surprise was the most secured car on the history of cars. (The mercedes guardian).

But continuing with the history, as Bella promised she let Alice get in charge of the ceremony and the whole thing, but Alice didn’t let her see the decoration and Edward didn’t tell her where the honeymoon will be… so everything was going to be a surprise for her, but like we all know her… she wasn’t the most excited person about all the wedding; she only wanted to be with Edward no matter what, but his make him happy and this was part of the deal =P.
After lots of preparation, the wedding finally reaches the date and every single person they knew were invited to it, even on the Cullen’s side, but this was all normal, cause their friends knew how to behave in front of all of them. That day Bella finally knew Tanya xD… and she was as beautiful as she thought she will be, but she was now Edward’s wife, what else can matter, but a little of jealous aren’t bad =P.

Well like I don’t want to do this the longest post on the history, and I’m just on the beginning of the book, let’s jump till the honeymoon. Well they went to and Island which by the way was Esme’s Island, a gift from Carlisle when they married, and she lend it to Edward so they could pass their honey moon, it was an exotic parade, warm enough so that Bella wouldn’t die frozen, this was going to be the first time they were going to be together as a couple, and not only just as a couple but as “men & wife”….. but like I don’t want to ruin this part for the readers of the book, let’s jump again till the part were Bella finds the way… for Edward to do whatever she wants (this is a very important part of the book so read the book! =P) jojojo, so she finally convinces him to… let’s say… have sex again?, that part is really funny =P, but like they have been doing this a lot of time, hey! Remember that Edward has to eat in order not to kill her?? =P…. that’s right!, he went out to eat and left her just a few hours alone… but she is a magnet for troubles isn’t she?

Like she couldn’t sleep again, she cooked something, but when she was cooking the chicken she found… she couldn’t wait till it completely cooks so she eat it just like that, but she began to feel nausea and waited for Edward to come back, then I believe it was the same day, she couldn’t eat anything at all, and after several things, she thought… and what if I’m pregnant, so she put her hand over her belly and felt a kick, but it was too soon!!... so she ran to the mirror and saw that little… how to say it? mmm… thing?—growing there…. but sooner than expected, cause it was maybe less than a week since they were there.

Edward called Carlisle so he can “fix” the problem, and they prepared to come back, as soon as possible, he was that worry because this never happened before, this was a whole new creature and everything was possible, so he didn’t wanted to risk Bella’s life more than usual, but Bella had different plans, so when he went out to pack some things she called Rosalie, and the only thing she said was:….. Rosalie, I need your help…

I leave this here so I’ll continue with the other part of the book later =P… don’t hold your breath!

Twilight Premiere

Waaa... I can't believe that I won one of the tickets to see Twilight before the official premiere!!... Not even my friends believe me =P... ¬¬ ... but anyway.... I actually prefer the book over the movie... but I liked it anyway; I even had to ask my boss.. to please give me permission to work from home that day so I could go watch the movie =P... oh!!... What a great job the one I have xD.

My sister and my cousin also won a ticket!! =P... so we went all together... but at least I sat with my sister =P... cause like my cousin knows... I don't like her (my cousin) because she told me parts of Breaking Dawn before I started to read it ¬¬... I hate her for that... =P.. she knows... but is never too late for her to read it again and find out how much hate her (again) u_U.... and even yesterday she was going to die again... cause my sister is still reading Eclipse... but my cousin's dear friend ¬¬ said... ooooh!!... (Warning!! If you haven't read Breaking Dawn and don't want to know anything about the book till you read it, stop reading here and continue on the bold part)I couldn't believe when I found out that Bella was pregnant... ¬¬ I didn't bite her only because there was too much people xD. So now my sister knows that Bella is pregnant on the last book... (Here) and she almost kills her for telling her... and I'm quoting here a book I'm reading know... and this is especially for my cousin's friend:

"Expect no mercy. Your treachery is known. You'll pay in blood for what you've done"
John Farris - Shatter

Yeah I know is cruel... but she definitely deserves it =P xD... we are all free to know what we want or not... and by doing that is like telling a person what will do for the rest of its life ¬¬ and ruin the end =P... is like telling you the end of a movie you have been waiting for so long.... those are the people that had already see a movie and when is going out of the theater says... I can't believe it ends (this way)...., but well... what goes around comes around!! xD... too bad.. I should write this... but anyway is my therapy =P.

Paramore - Decode

Here is the video of one of my favorite groups, song and book.. I don't say movie, cause I still haven't seen it T_T.
I will leave the lyric right below the video. Enjoy!

Decode

How can I decide what's right?
When you're clouding up my mind,
I can't win you're losing fight
all the time.
Now can I ever own what's mine?
When you're always taking sides
but you won't take away my pride,
No not this time.
not this time.

How did we get here?
When I used to know you so well.
How did we get here?
Well,I think I know how

The truth is hiding in your eyes
and hanging on your tongue,
just boiling in my blood...
but you think that I can't see
what kind of man that you are,
if you're a man at all.
Well, I will figure this one out
on my own
(I'm screaming I love you so)
On my own
my thoughts you can't decode

How did we get here?
When I used to know you so well
How did we get here?
well I think I know how

Do you see
what we've done?
We gonna made such fools
of ourselves
Do you see
what we've done?
We gonna made such fools
of ourselves.

How did we get here?
When I used to know you so well
How did we get here?
When I used to know you so well

I think I know
I think I know
Oh.. there is something
I see in you
It might kill me
I want it to be true.

Eclipse

Going on with the Twilight Saga, here is the third book "Eclipse", as on the second book Victoria is still trying to kill Bella, but suddenly there are no news about her, and instead of that there are lots of dead on Seattle, and the Cullen are worry because if this continues the way is going.. the Volturis might have to appear there, but the problem is that Bella is still a human, and those aren't good news cause they agree that she will become a vampire in exchange for its "lives", but like Bella wants Edward to "do" the conversion, she will have to wait against her will, and in the meantime the attacks continue and they began to think that there's more than one vampire doing all that, and there is when Jasper (waa so cute...let's focus) suspect that the attacks might be from newborn vampires "Neofits", he said that like they are just "new" they are incredibly strong but have no control over themselves and that's the reason why they destroy everything that is on their way.

So they are Neofits running all over Seattle without any guidance and killing all the people they can on the way, but suddenly Edward goes hunting and in the meantime Alice take her to the Cullen's house for a "pajama party" oh! by the way Alice can't see Bella when she is with Jacob because he is (like you should now) a werewolf. But like I was saying before, when Bella returned home from that long party... cause it last for days, she noticed that some of her clothes were missing, and thought that it was Alice trying to clean up her bedroom a little bit from the mess, but after a long discussion they found out that someone else where at Bella’s house and take her clothes to take her scent to the other ones.

At the end the werewolves and the vampires had to do a truce in order to safe Bella from the Neofits, but as always Jacob had problems with Edward by the fact that he thought about her all the time and that made Edward mad, and with reason!, she is his girlfriend! future wife! =P, what does that werewolf have on his mind! xD.

But for this, a few days ago I believe, Jacob kissed Bella against her will, and she punch him on the face xD… but the only one damaged was her… as always, and while Jacob was going next to Sam for the battle, he accidentally listened to the conversation that Bella was having with Edward, and for his fortune this was about Bella’s marriage, or her decision of marry Edward, so Jacob listened to this and became really… and I mean it, really sad; Bella listened to this, so Edward went to look for Jacob so they could talk; and like this was the day of the battle… Jacob used this as a strategy, to fight for Bella’s love, so he told her that she didn’t want him alive and that it didn’t care if he die on the middle of the battle, so after several time talking, she asked him to kiss her, and of course he didn’t waste any time and kiss her… at first as expected she didn’t kiss him back, but I still don’t know what happened (naa I do, it happened several times to me too!) she kissed him back, and there is when she started to feel confused.

Returning with the battle against the Neofits, when Bella was hiding with Edward and Seth, suddenly from nowhere it appear Victoria with a Neofit vampire, but it wasn’t as “new” as the rest of them, it seemed that she was lying to him telling him that she loved him… his name was Riley, and between Seth and Edward tried to stop them, but he started to attack and Seth kill him, while Edward was talking with Victoria; convincing her that this was her only chance to kill Bella, and that she shouldn’t waste this opportunity, finally when they started to fight, in an act of bravery, or I should say… becoming insane! xD.. Bella took a piece of stone that was really sharp and squeeze it enough to make her blood came out, and this distract Victoria… so Edward didn’t waste this chance to kill her and did it!.

I will finish here, and when I end up with Breaking dawn, you will see my review xD.

Greetings!! To my cousin!! That is my Nº1 fan!! =P

New Moon

And again, I'm writing this to comment New Moon, the sequel of Twilight, it's even more exciting than the first one, I can't believe that I read it in only 3 days, wau it's really amazing and it captures you on the history, at first if you already read Twilight... you must know that Edward and Bella end up together; but yet something happens in this second book that you must read, what may be, this is just for you to find it out, but I'll give you a little help.... do you remember Jacob Black?? and the way Bella acted with him only to know some information??.... Made your conclusion, or at least think about them, maybe it's not exactly what you think, but believe me is not too far from that. What would it be necessary to separate Edward from Bella??... time, other vampires, jealous, blood?? I leave this to you, and I promise that it worth the time.
Oh!! another clue, do you remember the history Edward told Bella about the life and "after life" of Carlisle? if you don't then you might want to make a review about it, cause it will help you a lot with this second book. And if you are clever enough... you will notice at some part of the book what is really happening on Forks and why... just one more thing, do you know how to ride a motorcycle?.
I will continue this post and some more on a couple of days; so keep on the reading.

Twilight Videos

Here you can find some of the trailers of the Twilight Movie, e-cards, photos and more from the site of http://www.stepheniemeyer.com/. Thanks!!

Twilight

Today I'm gonna break up my own rules, and I'm not gonna write a phrase, I'm gonna write about the book that I'm reading, or to be more exact, that I already read. This book is very... and I mean it; very exciting. The other time I was reading a blog were a guy said that he wanted to see the movie only because he was curious about knowing how was possible that all the girls fall in love of that guy "Edward", and he wanted to know what kind of techniques he used to make the girl fall in love with him.
But he did nothing.... and I said nothing; but nothing normal people can do. Ja!... no for real, if you first read the book and know nothing about the movie you might see a different person; like I did, but Edward is... is... I don't know how to describe him, like you may have notice; I'm also one more of the girls who wish her boyfriend were somehow like him. But even if we surrender to his charm, and I'm talking about the character and not the actor, you will see he is maybe the man of your dreams or maybe not, it all depends of the person.
But at least I have made my sister fall in love of the book too, and that's something big if you knew her; she doesn't touch a book unless she really needs it.
Well the history is of a girl who lives in a city but she moves with her father to a town named Forks... there she knows this misterious guy named Edward Cullen, and his family. But I'm not really good telling this and I'm afraid that if I continue writing I might tell you the whole history and ruin the book for you; so I'll stop here, but I hardly recommend this book.